stunned

A week ago at this time I was driving home from Fest, my mind too full of everything that had happened to be able to write everything down and process it.

A week later, I'm still too overwhelmed to function normally.

I know i say this every year, but this truly was the best Fest I've ever had.

It was ....

Scary
Painful
Affirming
Hopeful
Loving
And too many more things to say.

I learned a lot about myself.

Decided not to judge myself and to ignore others who judge me.

Learned a lot about my motivations and how to not feel guilty about them.

Learned that I need to be more direct about my needs and wants.

Made some major life decisions.


So its a week later and I still have a lot to go through.

And things in the outside world have been crazy.

In the next four weeks I have to:
Find a new apartment
Start two new jobs.
Pack up everything I own and move.

Its going to be an interesting few weeks....